My heart is terrified and vulnerable.

And that makes me even more so.

Everything that’s happened, its left me afraid to ever open up to another person like I did with you.

I’ve never wanted to be one of those girls whose world stopped spinning because of some guy.

But alas, I am now officially one of them.

The only time I’m happy, is when I’m listening to One Direction or watching reality shows.

Happy endings seem so far away.

And its gotten to the point where if I see a couple holding hands, I basically tell them that they’re not gonna last another month.

I know. I’m a bitch.

My constant companion in life seems to be anxiety, depression and loneliness.

And no matter how hard I try to ditch them they always have a way of finding me.