I do things I never thought I’d do just to get away from reality.

Its no surprise that I’m a sad person.

But I do everything within my power to hide this from those whom I love.

But when I’m alone in my little space filled with tragedy, loss and paranoia.

I fall into a sadness so powerful that its sweet.

It engulfs me.

I look into the mirror to see a person who’s got nothing to hold on to.

And the tears let away as I fall into a bliss.

And I miss something that doesn’t exist.

And I look for my companion, the darkness.