At my lowest point I realized my vulnerability level,
because as soon as I lost you to her I went back to my cocoon.
I thought I was getting better,
my hope had come back to me but left just as soon.
I can’t do this anymore,
I don’t think I’ll survive.
I want to be positive,
but my faith is long gone and can’t be revived.
Having to talk to you everyday and watch you love her more each day.
I want to crawl under a rock, hope for the end and stay.
Why can’t it be me? Why not this one time?
Why don’t I get a happy ending? Why won’t my future shine?
Is it me? Am I the reason everyone goes away.
I can’t hold back the tears anymore, no not today.