At my lowest point I realized my vulnerability level,

because as soon as I lost you to her I went back to my cocoon.

I thought I was getting better,

my hope had come back to me but left just as soon.

I can’t do this anymore,

I don’t think I’ll survive.

I want to be positive,

but my faith is long gone and can’t be revived.

Having to talk to you everyday and watch you love her more each day.

I want to crawl under a rock, hope for the end and stay.

Why can’t it be me? Why not this one time?

Why don’t I get a happy ending? Why won’t my future shine?

Is it me? Am I the reason everyone goes away.

I can’t hold back the tears anymore, no not today.

 

 

 

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