I’ve never opened up with anyone, the way I did with you.

And I never thought I could love again, till you came along and made me feel brand new.

I can’t bear the thought of you with another.

And I can’t keep pretending that when I see you with her it doesn’t bother me.

My feelings for you may never fade.

And yes, every time you mention her name, it’s like my backs been pushed against a blade.

But I love you too much to be selfish anymore.

All I want is to see you smile and do what you love most.

A day doesn’t go by without me thinking of you.

Your laugh, your voice,just, you.

I know this is coming to an end.

My worst fear.

But I’ll always be here, through thickest of patches, because I’m in love with my best friend.