I’m the center of a battle field.
My insecurities curled up in a corner as my demons chase them out.
I can’t find light in this tunnel of never-ending darkness.
I’m blind and terrified to move a muscle as one by one my worst fears show themselves.
Every harsh insult I’ve ever bared form a circle laughing at the face of my insecurities.
I choke up refusing to let the tears fall as I hear the mocking get louder.
The fight in me is nearly non-existent.
And as I give in and surrender to my demons,
I feel a weight being lifted off .
And atop the mighty cliff made from my darkest thoughts,
I jump into an abyss.