I’m the center of a battle field.

My insecurities curled up in a corner as my demons chase them out.

I can’t find light in this tunnel of never-ending darkness.

I’m blind and terrified to move a muscle as one by one my worst fears show themselves.

Every harsh insult I’ve ever bared form a circle laughing at the face of my insecurities.

I choke up refusing to let the tears fall as I hear the mocking get louder.

The fight in me is nearly non-existent.

And as I give in and surrender to my demons,

I feel a weight being lifted off .

And atop the mighty cliff made from my darkest thoughts,

I jump into an abyss.

 

 

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