I feel nothing anymore.
At first the pain was like a hot rod being pierced through my skin.
But now, now I feel empty.
Earlier in my past when I had a tough time I could fake a laugh.
Now the very thought of laughter only makes me feel hollow.
No matter the expression on my face I feel nothing.
I’ve never been so lost and hopeless in my journey so far.
And I don’t see an end to this void I’m stuck in.
It’s like I’m drowning in slow motion and everyone else around me is walking on water.
No one will understand my reasons to be the way I am.
Truth be told I can’t comprehend it myself.