You don’t realise how much you’ve hurt me.
How the pain I feel every time I think of you with this mystery girl consumes me to the point where I don’t see a reason to live.
But you still make my heart skip a beat every time I see a text from you.
And though it hurts me to talk to you knowing that you’ll never be  mine, I do it to see you smile.
That’s all that’s keeping me going.
Your smile which kills me but keeps me alive.