I’m surrounded by all these beautiful sceneries, yet I can’t enjoy anything.
Even if I do find a moment of happiness it is ever so fleeting as the next second as I close my eyes I can hear her laughter at something you said, it haunts me.
I don’t think I can ever move past this, this never-ending stream of agony that you’ve caused me.
And the worst part of this being the only relief I find from this pain and frustration is when I’m with you which naturally only results in my being more miserable than usual.
Why me.
Just why.