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Yet again.

​”Don’t look back. The past is dangerous and you have to live in the present.” Her mind whispered.

But all she could hear was her heart beating in the rhythm of their song, and in the blink of an eye, she gave up her future to live in the past with him.

Barely Sane. 

​I’ve become like a walking corpse.

I smile, I talk, I laugh, I cry.

But all the while I’m dead inside.

I inflict pain upon myself to feel.

And in a weird way, when I’m tearing apart my skin with the tip of a blade, is the only time I feel alive.

It’s the only thing that allows me to know that I can still feel.

The insanity in what I do is what keeps me sane.

Can’t Miss That Smile.

​I see you desperately try to catch a glimpse of her.

And I see your smile when she returns your glance.

All the while wanting to pry my eyes out.

But still, not wanting to miss seeing you happy.

Pain.

​The pain washes over me like a tsunami.

I can feel me heart break and shatter to an uncountable number of pieces.

And your completely oblivious.

I’m breaking slowly.

My nightmares and reality have become one.

I’ve shut everyone out only no one cares.

I thought that I’d shut myself off trying to be invisible. Only to realise I needn’t try at all as I was invisible to everyone except in their time of need all along.

Now I’m just a worthless piece of scrap no one seems to have any use for.

And all these revelations send me deeper into the depths of depression.

Only, No one is there to pull me out.

21.

I would have done anything for you,

but that isn’t how I know that my love was pure.

The day I helped you get the girl you loved,

though it killed me to do so is how I know.

You and I may be history now and I’ve moved on,

but dark times are ahead of me and I may get lost.

It is at times like these when I recap on my feelings for you,

knowing I experienced love at its purest is my flashlight to make it out alive.

My heart is whole again with no thanks to you,

I’ve recovered from all you put me through.

I remember when you said to me ” Not now, give me time, give me till you’re 21.”,

Now I’m left with 21 scars reminding me of you.

 

 

 

 

Sit Tight.

Everyday is brand new,

filled with adventure and fun.

I spend this time with my few,

taking all life has to offer under the sun.

My life is like a roller coaster ride,

which way it’ll turn I’m unaware.

And I stay still without taking a side,

letting all the haters bitch and stare.

Letters.

​There are so many things I wish I’d said when I had the chance.

I wish I would’ve told you that I love you.

I wish I would’ve told you that your the only one I want.

I wish I could’ve tell you, I don’t regret any of our memories, the good, the bad, I love it all.

That I didn’t mind getting hit by the lighting as you were the thunder.

Now I sit here writing everything I didn’t say in the letters you will never see.

Lost And Found

She felt dead inside,
roaming about aimlessly.
With nowhere to hide,
she faced the darkness fearlessly.

So used to the hate,
she was startled to find.
That her seemingly ferocious fate,
had in store for her love in kind.

Afraid, she let him pursue,
her walls had now vanished.
Her faith in life started to renew,
as he held her tight as though famished.

The sad, lonely girl had long since disappeared,
she was now brand new.
All the pain, hurt and fear,
compared with her overwhelming joy seemed few.

Happy and After.

She was a lost girl wandering around.
And he was a sad boy with a rough attitude.
They’ve stumbled a little too often before they saw each other from across the vacant ground.
When their eyes caught each other, in that moment, they found fortitude.

For years together, they held on tight,
and fought off all that came their way.
the tighter they held the more inevitable it became, the big fight,
after what seemed to be an eternity of togetherness, they’d swayed away.

She shed tears and he got wasted,
words exchanged and hearts smashed.
All these memories, in their soul was pasted,
and all in a moment a decade flashed.

Now seeing him again in that same vacant ground,
they both wondered if this was destiny’s game.
A look later, both of them found,
time had dissolved, words returned, nothing but unyielding love remained and all was the same.

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